C# As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined G# You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive A#m 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign F# Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right C# Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face G# And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace A#m And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains F# Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes C#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I G#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed A#m* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim F#* F# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas C# And I'll dream each night of some version of you G# That I might not have but I did not lose A#m Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes F# G# C# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh C# So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad G# That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad A#m No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back C#/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I G#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed A#m And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim F# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas C# And I'll dream each night of some version of you G# That I might not have but I did not lose A#m Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes F# G# C# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh C# G# Oh, that'll have to do A#m My other half was you F# I hope this pain's just passing through G# But I doubt it C#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I G#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed A#m* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim F#* F# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas C# And I'll dream each night of some version of you G# That I might not have but I did not lose A#m Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes F# G# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do C#* Have to do ooh