C As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined G You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Am 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign F Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right C Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face G And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace Am And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains F Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes C/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I G* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Am* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim F* F I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas C And I'll dream each night of some version of you G That I might not have but I did not lose Am Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes F G C And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh C So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad G That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad Am No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back C/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I G* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Am And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim F I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas C And I'll dream each night of some version of you G That I might not have but I did not lose Am Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes F G C And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh C G Oh, that'll have to do Am My other half was you F I hope this pain's just passing through G But I doubt it C/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I G* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Am* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim F* F I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas C And I'll dream each night of some version of you G That I might not have but I did not lose Am Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes F G And I'm split in half but that'll have to do C* Have to do ooh