D As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined A You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Bm 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign G Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right D Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face A And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace Bm And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains G Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes D/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I A* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Bm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim G* G I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas D And I'll dream each night of some version of you A That I might not have but I did not lose Bm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes G A D And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh D So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad A That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad Bm No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back D/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I A* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Bm And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim G I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas D And I'll dream each night of some version of you A That I might not have but I did not lose Bm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes G A D And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh D A Oh, that'll have to do Bm My other half was you G I hope this pain's just passing through A But I doubt it D/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I A* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Bm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim G* G I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas D And I'll dream each night of some version of you A That I might not have but I did not lose Bm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes G A And I'm split in half but that'll have to do D* Have to do ooh