D# As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined A# You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Cm 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign G# Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right D# Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face A# And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace Cm And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains G# Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes D#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I A#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Cm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim G#* G# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas D# And I'll dream each night of some version of you A# That I might not have but I did not lose Cm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes G# A# D# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh D# So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad A# That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad Cm No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back D#/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I A#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Cm And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim G# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas D# And I'll dream each night of some version of you A# That I might not have but I did not lose Cm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes G# A# D# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh D# A# Oh, that'll have to do Cm My other half was you G# I hope this pain's just passing through A# But I doubt it D#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I A#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Cm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim G#* G# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas D# And I'll dream each night of some version of you A# That I might not have but I did not lose Cm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes G# A# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do D#* Have to do ooh