E As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined B You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive C#m 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign A Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right E Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face B And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace C#m And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains A Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes E/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I B* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed C#m* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim A* A I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas E And I'll dream each night of some version of you B That I might not have but I did not lose C#m Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes A B E And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh E So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad B That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad C#m No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back E/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I B* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed C#m And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim A I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas E And I'll dream each night of some version of you B That I might not have but I did not lose C#m Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes A B E And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh E B Oh, that'll have to do C#m My other half was you A I hope this pain's just passing through B But I doubt it E/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I B* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed C#m* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim A* A I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas E And I'll dream each night of some version of you B That I might not have but I did not lose C#m Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes A B And I'm split in half but that'll have to do E* Have to do ooh