G As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined D You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Em 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign C Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right G Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face D And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace Em And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains C Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes G/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I D* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Em* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim C* C I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas G And I'll dream each night of some version of you D That I might not have but I did not lose Em Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes C D G And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh G So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad D That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad Em No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back G/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I D* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Em And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim C I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas G And I'll dream each night of some version of you D That I might not have but I did not lose Em Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes C D G And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh G D Oh, that'll have to do Em My other half was you C I hope this pain's just passing through D But I doubt it G/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I D* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Em* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim C* C I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas G And I'll dream each night of some version of you D That I might not have but I did not lose Em Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes C D And I'm split in half but that'll have to do G* Have to do ooh