G# As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined D# You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Fm 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign C# Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right G# Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face D# And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace Fm And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains C# Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes G#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I D#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Fm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim C#* C# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas G# And I'll dream each night of some version of you D# That I might not have but I did not lose Fm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes C# D# G# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh G# So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad D# That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad Fm No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back G#/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I D#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Fm And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim C# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas G# And I'll dream each night of some version of you D# That I might not have but I did not lose Fm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes C# D# G# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh G# D# Oh, that'll have to do Fm My other half was you C# I hope this pain's just passing through D# But I doubt it G#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I D#* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Fm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim C#* C# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas G# And I'll dream each night of some version of you D# That I might not have but I did not lose Fm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes C# D# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do G#* Have to do ooh