A# As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined F You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Gm 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign D# Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right A# Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face F And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace Gm And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains D# Doc told me to travel but there's COVID on the planes A#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I F* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Gm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim D#* D# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas A# And I'll dream each night of some version of you F That I might not have but I did not lose Gm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes D# F A# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh A# So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad F That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad Gm No, I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh D You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back A#/E And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I F* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Gm And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim D# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas A# And I'll dream each night of some version of you F That I might not have but I did not lose Gm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes D# F A# And I'm split in half but that'll have to do ooh ooh A# F Oh, that'll have to do Gm My other half was you D# I hope this pain's just passing through F But I doubt it A#/E* And I love Vermont but it's the season of the sticks and I F* Saw your mom, she forgot that I existed Gm* And it's half my fault but I just like to play the victim D#* D# I'll drink alcohol till my friends come home for Christmas A# And I'll dream each night of some version of you F That I might not have but I did not lose Gm Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes D# F And I'm split in half but that'll have to do A#* Have to do ooh